My birthday is in 7 days. So what, eh? It's 3:00 am. I feel like doing this, I don't know why. I feel like the cloud in my mood. I can't explain on here. Really close friends know what I'm talking about.

But who are my really close friends, anyways? I'm starting to feel like I have none anymore. I'm starting to feel like if I don't make lasting friendships now, I'll never be able to. I'm going into my junior year of high school, and both freshman and sophomore years, i've been alternating within different cliques. Don't take me for a poser, because I'm not. I'm just a lost black sheep. Ugghhh I hate how I sound right now. I hate trying to sound so , idk, emotional? I'm not much of a blogger either. But right now I feel the need to.

So the past couple of weeks, I have gone back into bad habits. Some of which I don't want to tell on here, for all you to see. Really bad habits, and they're getting even more...habitual? My feelings have triggered these bad habits. And I just don't know what will happen anymore.

This summer is going by WAY TOO FAST. I don't like it one bit. I need like 3 more months please. I feel like it's not much of a summer, considering I have piles of books I have to read in preparation for the new school year. I don't understand why it's going by so fast, I'm not having too much fun. Oh, what a mystery.


ANIME EXPO!:
On a lighter note, I came back from Long Beach, where I stayed for Anime Expo at the LA Convention Center, last Monday. AX was a blast. Seeing Moi Dix Mois and Morning Musume live was so great! Me and my brother used to be big Morning Musume fans, so there I was in the crowd, singing along to their old hits. I almost met a few people at AX. Spent $290 there. I bought like 2 dresses, leg warmers, and so much more! I think spending all that money was worth it. Ughh but it's been bugging me. I met this guy who is nicknamed Kenji, whose real name is Chris, and we lost eachother while I joined the Carameldansen conga line! ;-; I really wish I kept contact with him, it was fun hanging out with him! Screaming and raising our hands for free shirts and stuff! I didn't get anything, but he did! It's the height i swear! I don't like being short sometimes. But I so wish I got his email address or something to contact him by! I'm so mad at myself for not doing so!


I've been watching a lot of Katekyo Hitman Reborn! lately and I just bought a guardian of thunder ring necklace online, Heh.

PRAISE THE PEOPLE WHO READ ALL THAT. Haven't done this in forever. lol

Well you kids stay beautiful!<3